I…
- will probs delete this blog soon
- basically confessed my love for some guy through text without requiring a response back so i have no idea how he feels
- realized that i don’t think i can ever have a relationship with anyone
- have 2 interviews for jobs i don’t think i can have since i’m leaving in a month (but seriously blogging for a tourism agency would actually be the best thing EVER please god let me have this one)
- decided I need to try acting in something to finally get this stupid bug out of my system
- ate less than 1000 calories today
- realized i need to seriously get back home so i can work out again
- made my mom feel guilty about making me feel guilty about wanting to be a slut
- started idolizing lily cole more than ever
- fell in love with a song
- still have to finish anna karenina and editing my dad’s book (whoops)
- might start a fitness blog?
- should review irish
- need that denim blazer on sale at UO
- am scared to weigh myself
- really want to get the ticketing job at depac for the schoolyear
- got complimented on my eyeliner today (which only took me about five hours)
- caught up on workaholics and the yard, but not wilfred
- went on omegle for the first time in forever last night before realizing i don’t like it anymore
- love my coworker more than anyone else ever for taking partial responsibility for my issues at work and smoothing things over and making sure everyone is on my side at the office
- but nonetheless did not talk to my boss to smooth things over
- did not meet my internet friend
- feel bad for people who don’t have a hispanic side of the family (but not in an emotional way, just like a haha that sucks for you kind of way)
- realized i deserve my almost-aspergers empathy score
- kind of hate working with sub
…obviously have more thoughts in my head than I realized.
